Daniel Powter sang a song for me.
These 2 days have been terrible.
But on hindsight, I'm partly responsible for it too. I should have foreseen that the school's staff are not capable of providing real services other than lip service.
I feel like NTU's red tape and inflexibility has undone half the work that XR and I put in over the course of 2 months.
Over the course of 2 days, they've manged to tell us nicely that we cannot do this and we cannot do that. At the end of the day, we are left with nothing to do.
What really pissed me off even worst was that when we come up with new ideas, they get even more defensive, and they shut the door even tighter to protect themselves for work and trouble.
And they had the best reason in the world to defend themselves with.
"But if you start doing this then everyone will want to do it, and we cannot deny them the right in future because we already let you do it."
What a bunch of fuckers.
If I had a weapon with me then I'll probably be writing this entry in a jail now. Haha, whenever I close my eyes, I tried to imagine the kind of joy it would be to set the SAO on fire.
Okok, this is not going to help my publicity effort. But it feels good to think about it.
******* ******* ******* ******* ******* ******* ******* *******
On a second note, I tend to behave oddly when I'm in a bad mood, angry, upset or depressed.
Unfortunately, I happen to be suffering from all 3 conditions today, which explains why I was such a difficult person this morning. For that, I owe an apology to a few people, including but not limited to the unfortunate who sat next to me during the GIP talk and Jeffery Goh for choosing to debate with me at the wrong time of the year.
I'll promise to be a good boy the next time, provided SAO don't tell me any more fucked up excuses.
*Tell myself: I have to stop swearing*
Till next time!
These 2 days have been terrible.
But on hindsight, I'm partly responsible for it too. I should have foreseen that the school's staff are not capable of providing real services other than lip service.
I feel like NTU's red tape and inflexibility has undone half the work that XR and I put in over the course of 2 months.
Over the course of 2 days, they've manged to tell us nicely that we cannot do this and we cannot do that. At the end of the day, we are left with nothing to do.
What really pissed me off even worst was that when we come up with new ideas, they get even more defensive, and they shut the door even tighter to protect themselves for work and trouble.
And they had the best reason in the world to defend themselves with.
"But if you start doing this then everyone will want to do it, and we cannot deny them the right in future because we already let you do it."
What a bunch of fuckers.
If I had a weapon with me then I'll probably be writing this entry in a jail now. Haha, whenever I close my eyes, I tried to imagine the kind of joy it would be to set the SAO on fire.
Okok, this is not going to help my publicity effort. But it feels good to think about it.
******* ******* ******* ******* ******* ******* ******* *******
On a second note, I tend to behave oddly when I'm in a bad mood, angry, upset or depressed.
Unfortunately, I happen to be suffering from all 3 conditions today, which explains why I was such a difficult person this morning. For that, I owe an apology to a few people, including but not limited to the unfortunate who sat next to me during the GIP talk and Jeffery Goh for choosing to debate with me at the wrong time of the year.
I'll promise to be a good boy the next time, provided SAO don't tell me any more fucked up excuses.
*Tell myself: I have to stop swearing*
Till next time!
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