Little boat out in the ocean

My faulty modem meant that I find little motivation to come online and *pen* down my thoughts.

So many things have happened in a flash that I cannot keep track. Most of the time, I can't even keep conscious.

I do not know if it has anything to do with my lack of sleep, but my mood and emotions' been on a roller coaster trip of late too.

But I guess people have the ability to move on from things and one's own self too. Because while many things that would have upset me greatly in the past, nowadays I've learnt to *kan kai* on many many things.

I think I am finally on my way of shedding my super bad habit of jumping into conclusions and being overly judgemental.

Currently working on a short story now. If I can churn it out in time, I might even decide to send it in for the Chinese writing competition.

Been studying like crazy the past few days. Being in the company of high acheivers has the uncanny effect of pushing people beyond their usual comfort zones. Hahaha, if there is a A++ grade for FM, I want it.

The Monet is almost done, and I have to deliberately slow down my work on it, because I no longer know what to do with it, if it ever is completed.

******* ******* ******* ******* ******* ******* *******

A friend of mine has been pushing herself to all sorts of extremes lately. Even the best time manager would need 72 hours a day to be able to do what she is doing now.

Sigh...

Dear Kj, each of us have only one life, and one body in which this precious gift is housed.

Take care.

"Never passively accept suffering as your destiny."