Tonight I broke the heart of someone who is very important to me. Tonight, something important happened too. As she hung up the phone, for the first time, all she said was goodbye. And then my heart broke too.

I can feel my heart sinking, as if it is tired, and it wanted to stop beating.

Why did I cause so much suffering to the one I love the most? I’ve been a fool, a complete fool. I thought I knew what was causing her misery initially, and goaded when I found the “solution”.

I wished I had more to say. But that has always been the problem. I’ve got to learn to be a better listener.

I love you, really really do.

Hope you’ll feel better soon.