Sad day

Even though I knew I practically gave up my chance when I refused to do my presentation last week, I am still very sad today when the news was brought forward.

I did not make it.

I think the disappointment and sadness will probaly hang around me for a few more days, but not for long.

Because even though I thought I deserved my chances, I feel even worse for those people who did well and still weren't selected.

And at least I did myself proud by sticking to my principles.

If I had any strength at all, I guess it would be my ability to let go and look for new ventures.

And I already have new plans in mind...

Haha... I'm kind of worried for the team that's leaving for the states too. Because they don't have me in their team! Muahahaha!!!!

"As a solid rock cannot be shaken by the wind, so the spiritually mature person is unmoved by blame and praise." - Buddha